I need to stop letting these things get to me so much. Anyway, managed to eat lunch in the same room as my mom... Didn't say a word, mind you, but I suppose it's a start. I could see her getting irritated though- I was about to ask what she wanted to do for dinner, but... Yeah. Dad used to ask food-related questions all the time, and it peeved her even then. I'd prefer to make it through the day without acquiring any more bruises.
So, here I am, back in my room, where it's safe to pause and think... Thank goodness for Bear. I don't know how I'd ever manage to get through all this if it weren't for that little guy... Big thank-you to whoever invented the teddy-bear. Seriously. I have no idea how I'm going to get eight more hours to go by without going mad... *sigh*
It's funny. I've been alone for as long as I can remember, but I've never actually been lonely... It hurts.
Ciao,
Lynx
"Nobody likes being alone that much. I just don't go out of my way to make friends, that's all. It only leads to disappointment."
- Haruki Murakami
"When you have nobody to make a cup of tea for, when nobody needs you, that's when I think life is over."
-Audrey Hepburn
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