So...

I'm attempting to fall OUT of love with my best friend. It's working about as well as my attempts to prevent this whole thing from happening. In other words: It's not working at all.

He's too nice. Too sweet, too kind, too stupidly naive... Bah, this shouldn't have happened. And yet, here we are. *sigh* This is like an emotional catch 22. And he, as far as I know, has no idea. He's probably already forgotten what I said... Maybe if I just keep quiet... But that doesn't really help me, does it?

I feel like I need to do something to drag myself out of this, but the vast majority of me doesn't want to cooperate. I'm DEFINITELY going to kill Cupid once all this is over... If this ends... it has to, right? Because quite frankly, this is an awful lot of unnecessary pain. What kind of jerk makes a girl fall for her clueless best friend?

Hmm... This sounds like a teenage romance novel. That's NEVER a good sign. Help, please.

Ciao,

Lynx

“It is impossible to fall out of love. Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it wasn't love you were in. There are no 'exit' signs in love, there is only an 'on' ramp.”

-Unknown

(Well, crap.)